One Year.

Today, I looked through my journal and I came across what I wrote from exactly one year ago today. It's crazy to think about how much my life has changed. What I wrote a year ago were prayers to God and for a while, I didn't think I would ever get the answers to them. In fact, I still don't know if I've gotten them yet. I've been waiting for a long time. And I may have to keep waiting and trusting Him. Only God knows. 

But, there's one thing I do know for sure. It's that I know where I am today is exactly where I'm supposed to be, even with failures, confusion and chaos. I'm in a place where I am blessed with people who love me and I have more than I have ever needed. But, there are many times when I think that I could've done things differently with academics and relationships. I keep thinking "what if..." But, God obviously didn't want those things to happen, at least not then. Ultimately, it's up to Him.